http://www.xsmatter.com/blog Mon, 05 Mar 2007 02:10:54 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Hey hey!My Personal Blog Has moved to www.ridzuan.info UPDATE YOUR BOOKMARKS and you LINKS! Of course, xsmatter.com will still be active for the xsmatter stuff =) http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/147/moved/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lz56LoXu2wEMy entire week was a mad rush of going to school(sometimes late) and rushing back home to grab a nap and then preparing for the next day's worth of schoolwork.You see, i'm in the midst of my Design and Development Project(DDP) where we work in teams of 6 to design ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/146/a-walk-in-my-head/ We are people who spend much time judging others. I too am guilty of this.There are those of us who judge others by the colour of their skin.Or by the ideologies that they live by.Or by that one time that they failed to impress us.Sometimes we judge those who cannot ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/145/perspective/ I wanted to make a note of what I heard on the telly just now...I was watching "Adaptation" starring Nicholas Cage. Good show."You are what you love. Not what loves you." http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/144/144/ I sit here with so many thoughts running through my head yet when i pick one to write about...the words fail me. I love my father. I'd like to tell him to stop being so apologetic for not being able to give his children more...because he's done more than we can ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/143/random-thoughts-on-a-saturday-night/ I was on the way to school today and i hope it's not just me...but the uncle who was driving the 179 bus today must have been in the mood to race or something. Every turn he took or even a bend caused me to grip the rails for my ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/142/daytona-bus/ I'm here in the lobby of the Civil Service Club where i'm supposed to be attending a meetup for idealist.org. There's only one problem. I've been here for the past half hour trying to find out where the people are. Given I came 15minutes late and there are only 6 ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/141/irritated/ Unsure, Unheard, UnseenOn the tip of a leaf.Looking out at the world.With wind blowingAnd the world swirlingOn an open stageBefore a crowd that's all the rageI shout and screamand they hear nothing.On a field with my mentheir lives on my shouldersI stand firmInside, i squirm- R(A) - http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/140/unsure-unheard-unseen/ This absolutely sucks. What was a great day yesterday night at the Ping.Sg meetup morphed into a terrible morning, worse day today. Maybe this is a sign that I shouldn't be spending too many long and late nights...I can't think properly when i'm trying to balance my head on my ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/139/frustration/ The past 48 hours reminded me how fragile the line between friendship and business is. It reminded me how much I really treasure honesty and ethics. It reminded me that relationships are really more important.And most of all, being a friend isn't always easy...sometimes, you have to be really hard ... http://www.xsmatter.com/blog/138/48-hour-lesson/