I logged onto my friendster account after what must have been ages…

It struck me how people have changed. As I was clearing away my profile pictures of cat and me…Everything seemed so distant…so unreal. I wondered where that phase of my life was…hell, I wondered if it really happened even. I guess that’s what they mean when they say that things have simply become a memory.

Then I clicked around and saw Valerie’s blog entry. She seemed so different. I havent seen her in like 3 years? Ok. I think I saw her at Fish’s birthday dinner last year but it was really a touch and go thing for me. Things had somehow already changed by then. I’d like to meet her some day. As I would like to meet the so many people i’ve lost touch with over the years.

Heh, I stumbled upon the profile of an old crush of mine. Haha. My first and only crush on a Malay girl to date. Didn’t last very long. I’ll tell you why. Heh, at that time in school, she was a councillor in the sports council and I was in the student council and one fine day we had a disagreement over the roles of our two councils. For some reason, the flame died down that day. I remember someone telling me how stupid a thing it was for me to let go. Thinking back…I was so trivial(not that I thought I stood a chance in the first place). Or perhaps, it just shows how much more I prioritise my work over everything else.

In any case, it’s a saturday evening and somehow, i hope one day, i’ll be able to meet all these people again. Perhaps help them with their lives just as they’ve helped to shape mine…