Word-of-the-day : Smitten
So much work.
Scared.
Fear.
I think I like blog entries made up of one-liners.
I’m so tired of being tired.
How?
Do you know what the difference between a MicroController and a MicroProcessor? I do. Haha.
I want to be a glorified nerd.
I want to be batman with the cool gadgets.
Can I wake up late tomorrow?
If I tell myself that I can skip just one class…would I end up being addicted to it?
"Dont try ridz. You’ll end up skipping the semester."
Dance. Dance. Dance. I want to dance in the solace of my little room.
I want someone to hold
To talk to
To share my life with.
Got people who’ll bother meh?
I’m going back to AJ to see Ms Siau on friday evening. So excited.
It’s so nice to only be a student.
I feel old.
Older that I actually am at least.
I watched homosexual monkeys on Discovery too. Specifically…lesbian monkeys…in Japan.
Gee…even female monkeys don’t care about males….
How do you master the concept of databases?
How do I contribute back to the world?
How do I save my brother?
When will grow up?…and when will I go through childhood again?
Are you actually reading this?
I’m on my bed now. I forgot to turn the aircon on…but
i’m too lazy to go to the remote…
Sheesh.
I actually spent like an hour trying to look for the torrent for her.
Couldn’t find it. haha. My pirate skills are going down.
I so want to ask her out.
No guts.
Sheesh…again.
Sometimes I feel so tired of living.
Other times, i can’t wait to step out of the house to face Life.
And sometimes
I just wanna lay down and watch the stars
or watch the sunrise
or take a walk
But…the picture is still incomplete.
I still feel empty.
I’m moving too fast.
so fast that i’m all alone.
and I don’t know where I am.
I scared shitless.
I need a hug.
…
Suck it up ridz.
suck
it
up.

….*sobz*