Tomorrow’s going to be the first day of the new semester…the timetable is looking really quite bad…it’s like packed to the max.

I’m wondering how I will cope this semester. The modules are those that really interest me yet I’m afraid that there might be too much on my plate. I still have this urge to want to get straight As and all just so that I can have a common topic to talk to people about. Like instead of…you know…

Me : So how’s it going?
A : Oh…ok la…i didn’t do too well..I got 3B+, 1 A and 2Bs..yourself?
Me : Hmm…i cleared all my modules…bagged 2 Ds and 2 Bs and 1 F
A : Oh…it’s ok la…

But then if all that i’m doing pays off, then I know i would have made more practical achievements than compared to everyone else.

Life’s a constant struggle.

Oh, for the past 2 weeks, my parents had some family friends from Indonesia who stayed with us. Other than the grownups were their kids - 3 daughters and 1 son. The elder of the daughters are 20 and 17….

I was driving home last week and my mom was in the car…midway through the journey she
 suddenly popped a question, "So if you had to choose between the two daughters, which one would you choose?"

Haha. "I dunno" was my answer….although secretly, i might already have one. *sniggerz*

But really…i’m too busy for any kind of proper relationship. The kind of girl I want…very few will meet my expectations…Maybe that’s why I haven’t met them. haha.

Tired. Must sleep. already 5am.