Cleaning my computer…
By that I mean…i’m re-arranging my computer folders and deleting out unused files and stuff…
I chanced upon some random writing I did while I was waiting for my return flight when I was in Shanghai earlier this year…I want to delete the file to reduce clutter…so i’ll use my blog to store the piece…( haha, yes, so now blog has become a storeroom…lol)
For Cathy…hope you’re doing fine….
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Like a little boy he walked into an unknown place - He spoke not their language and he recognised nothing. Yet with a recently renewed sense of adventure he ventured into that mass of bodies that were swarming the entire space. They stopped for nothing, shoving and hurling loud insults in the air.
After what must have been a day of exploring this little-known-unknown, he found it.
There they were.
behind that glass window.
And is to that moment that this is born…
I shake her hand
What was I thinking?
I fall deep
spinning into an abyss that I swore not to venture near.
Was it her smile?
Her eyes perhaps?
Her voice?
There were so many.
Yet there is only so few.
My mind is muddled.
Muddled in thoughts that I cannot comprehend.
No.
Wrong.
Muddle in thoughts I used to comprehend.
Have I grown weaker?
No.
I have grown colder.
Where I used to shed a tear, I shed no more.
I will not fall, I say.
Yet, the facade is nothing more than a curtain that hides the truth.
And it is in this random ramblings that I become the person that I want to be.
Help me.
What would the person I’d like to be tomorrow do in the position I am today?